Secrets Yet Revealed

2008-12-25T02:52:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah~~~ I hope that everyone enjoyed their day.haha

I went to my aunt's house for gathering just now, along with my dog.haha
Had lunch which was catered.But when I went there the food was almost finished liao.
Because many people was there.

Then I chatted with my cousins.
Then my dog kept eating the ham.LOL((:
Ya...and then I wanted to go out with Joscelin but she's not feeling well...so didnt went out le...: (
So we headed home after lunch.(:

Tmr there will be band...full day!!!!! I hope i won't be worn out!!!haha
Wa and my memory....sigh...Sometimes I would just press wrong key then the sound is like.....ahem.
I hope we will get more recruits next year!!!!!!!so desperate for juniors lah.
Pray that the juniors will be good...*SIGH*

I don't hope that my seniors will be disappointed le.The same type of feelings I've gotten.........
I really hope the current juniors will be more hardworking.then I don't have to worry that much.

Ok lah.Still, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

See you soon.
byebye(:

2008-11-17T05:02:00.000-08:00

Hey hey hey...I'm back from leadership training camp 2008.
Generally , it was great! FUN!

Prep day 1, I didn't went.Because there was OBOG prac.Can't miss.
And if i went prac and at night go there, it will not be good.
So I went on prep day2 on Dad's car and brought Jenina there too.

On prep day2. Yup, Dad brought us there.
Then, everyone was in the multi purpose hall playing games and all.
We also joined in the fun after that.They told me that I was almost being remained in bronze badge.Sad. But is my group's councillors whom helped me reminded them.Lucky.
I was being put in the Self-Discipline group.There was See Sia, Elleen,Nicola,Nanthini,
Hairi and Azreen. Cool right!I was grouped with so many councillors!

Then we did outdoor cooking... Maggi mee of course...haha.we enjoyed the fun.But it's dangerous
because the tin and the gas stove wasn't that stable unless we risked if we kept holding on to the metal handle.LOL.Slept in the hall.Very freezing.

Day1 of LTC. We woke up early to prepare everything.
Then all watch a movie abt Viet war, while waiting for the leaders to come.

Finish watching the show, and leaders came.It was raining, so cancelled plan to make them walk
to the JBAC. Councillors was like busy making the name tags and all.haha
The leaders who are in my group are: Nila, Hira, Jovell, Iskanda, Vikram and Erwin.
Then we playedsome ice breaker games...but still, leaders were quite cold.lol
After lunch, we played tug-of-war in the field and PUSHBALL!!!!!!FUN! FUN! FUN!

The leaders lose to us, so eventually they all have to row in mud.Then we also join in.haha.
My group got to cook the whole campers' lunch and dinner.It was hard work, so we helped them.
I had to go around to ask the quantity of people in every group.And finally some leaders laughed when they saw my name tag written 'I am so smart'.hahahahaha.
We cooked maggi mee again and fried rice at night.food was not enough.Councillors sacrificed.

Then, we prepared for the walk at Lim Chu Kang cemetary.
Elleen, Nanthini and I was at the starting point , where the leaders are supposed to be disbatched.Most leaders weren't scared.Then i hold the walkie talkie to coorperate with station masters.Cool.lol
Next was the 8km endurance run.We tried our best to encourage leaders to keep going.
And we made it again!Haha.
Lights out at about 4am and have to wake up at aroung 8am.lol

Day2.
Organised games like the amazing race.Elleen and I was stationed at like the road side lah!!!
So many damn mosquitos.I am skilled with killing of mosquitos le.haha
Don't know what had cropped up in one of the stations.Then we waited so long lah, except that the mosquitos entertained us.
They have to touch frogs lah.haha.But in the end, everything stopped.Then can't get to hay dairy farm.Sad huh...

Wait...Tmr I will blog more about other days!!!
Because bro using comp. haha

SEE YA!!!
(:
Must see again ok.

2008-11-01T23:04:00.000-07:00

Back.

A little update here.
Last Fri 24 oct, went out wif Tina, Tessa, Nicola and Sharon to Amk hub to watch High School Musical 3. We sound abit "kia su" right?haha.Because we went to watch on the day when it
is first shown.haha
High school Musical 3 was nice.Curious?Watch it in the Cinemas.haha

Hmm, I'd went jogging for the past few weeks (Inconsistently), not everyday lah.

For the whole week, sec 3s have been going for bridging...
It's like normal lesson...just that we could wake up a little later but the duration was long too.

On Friday, we have bridging too, and it had clashed with band.But bridging is compulsory so went for the lessons...

During break, I went to band room to "check" on my members if they could play.
As far as I concern, my particular junior was not really abiding by the rules. And the other junior told me that the BM had scolded her. So much that I hope my juniors can be more obedient...
Something that also makes me super super concern is that the attendance..
If she doesn't come for practice, how is she gonna improve?*sigh~~~~~~~~~~

How to let my juniors understand my worries for them?
When will they understand?
I do not wish that they will regret.I want them to be better.seriously.
But look at their attitude...

How to help?

I really hope that my seniors can help me out...
But the fact that they have already graduated and graduating, really makes me
feel helpless.

Many ppl will tell me that those problems are just small matters.
But really makes me feel tired!
Already have so much stuffs to do.I still have some trouble to resolve.
When can I get over with the problems?

Tomorrow, there is band.
Count down 2 days to my O lvl Cl.WooHOO~~~I must score well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha.

see ya(:

2008-10-17T08:41:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to me,
Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to ME~~~~
Happy birthday to me.

Happy birthday to me 17 october 2008.
Yeah I'm 15 years old le.hehe

Thank you for your presents ZhongYi, Stephanie, ShiNing, Christabel, Amabelle, Nicola, Jolie and Huiyu.

ZhongYi gave me a key chain with my name onit.SWEET!

Stephanie gave me a plastic bag which contains a paperbag of her"monkey food" and a nice card and her notes.Well, the notes are helpful.REALLY.

Other6 of the above mentioned made a mini ferris wheel for me.SO TOUCHING LAH!
They spent three hours to make it ok.
Damn nice!!!!!!!!!!!

Most of all must thank Tina and Tessa.
They made an album of photos on a notebook which was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo heartwarming ok.
And they gave something that I wanted and I almost bought that ok.

They decorated until soooooooo nice lah and a card for me.hehe
Then Tina write another personal card also very very very touching.hehe

Went out with Tessa after school again and ate SHARK'SFIN AGAIN...and SUSHI. haha
She tricked me to the toilet and she ran out herself to buy me a cake with an unlighted candle and so I made wishes like that...haha
I didn't expect that to happen so I was damn suprised.The cupcake was awesomely YUMMY.

Then walked walked around.haha........
Went back tpc buy MAC.Tina then came andmore fun thigs happen after that.HEAR IT YA!

(sorry Tina and Tessa and the following is gonna paiseh you all(: hehe)
Tessa was sending a msg to Tina to celebrate my birthday because I no one's celebrating.lol.
but she accidentally send it to me.She told me not to see the msg tat she sent so went toilet AGAIN........
Yup then looked at hp and saw the msg.I went out and saw them at the cake shop.lol
I stood behind them and shouted"once bitten twice shy".They was shocked by me.hahaha

We went to celebrate at the stairs and with the TIRAMISU CAKE!!!YUMMY.With the lighted candle this time haha.The twins were damn noisy lah.One siao and loud, the other kept taking video(actually I ask her to take some of it too.haha) and was loud too.lol.

Suprises alot from the twins lor.

And even the msgs by some of my friends...so funny lor.hehe

Thank you all for making me so happy (:

You really had forgotten about my birthday...

2008-10-16T15:05:00.001-07:00

He will forget about my birthday.

2008-10-13T05:12:00.001-07:00

Hellos again.
Guess that everyone is busy this few days.Don't know why...

There isn't school today, and yesterday and the day before yesterday too.
but everyone seems to be busy on the schedule, I guess.

Well, yesterday brought my little darling...go walk walk.hehe

Guess what. One male canin was walking with its owner and was attracted to mine little darling.
Geez...It was whining,not in pain but in vein.
I guess that it was desperate to see my little darling.
What!!!Aren't you interested in my little darling, are you? what a naughty boy.Sigh.
Then the owner (an uncle) was holding on to his dog[I think it's a labrador].
And his dog was struggling to get near my little darling.

My little darling was so shy lah!!!hahahahahahahaha
Finally, the male canin got quite near and the pitch of its whining was damn ear-piercing, ok.
That dog sniffed my little darling and vice versa.But my little darling came to me and stood up,
as if she wants me for hugs.

Then that dog didn't want to go off. Kept looking at my little darling.
Yup, and finally the owner pulled the dog away.haha

Then about 30 mins we went back,
And went to watch my television shows.HAHAHA.

Don't think it's too disgusting to keep saying 'little darling' hor.Hahas.

Returning to school again tomorrow...
Getting back resultsARGHHHHHHH!!!!!
Very anxious man.*panic

GRR.That's all
byebye(:
see ya

2008-10-11T00:35:00.000-07:00

HELLOS~~~~~~
I'M BACK!!!
hahas.Exams' over but still kind of nervous and stressed. Because I am worried about my results.Sigh...I want to be promoted!!!

Well, I did study lah.But... Nevermind...Don't wanna say.*ahem

Yesterday, after we finish our exam,everyone shout out loudly. something like 'Yay!'
or 'finish liao!!!woohoo'. you know like always.haha

After we left the classroom, Tina and Tessa actually wanted to go Ikea...
I really don't know why...lol. Then I wanted to go home 'party' by myself.
But really, it's kind of nothing to do de lor. So I told them I going to Central's Old Chang Kee buy some food. After hearing, they wanted to come too...haha.

Know how we spend the time yesterday??
This was what we did...
First we went to old chang kee to buy the SOTONG ONSTICK...haha
then went NTUC to buy some delicious sushi...MM HMM.(want to eat too?go buy it yourself lah).Then ate at the stairs happily(: with a cup of BUBBLE TEA each!
Damn embarrassing lah!!! sat with the two mad women.haha.Can't tell you what had happen,
or else I'll get it from them...*sobs*
haha

Ok here's something random.In front of us, was two men.one is a male cleaner and another man.
Sitting at the same column of stairs.Know what was they doing?EMO-ING...
Between them was a big pillar and they did not know they were both sad (or tired).
Coincident right?
Actually this is really very random lor.haha.sorry.ok next haven't finish yet.

Tessa then mentioned about sharkfin soup, because we also bought that and drank it at stairs there. I was so tempted ok. So we went to Bishan for our next scrumptous "feast'.lol.
went Bishan, seen all the toys and nice clothes, until our legs were soring.haha

Oh , when Tina and Tessa was looking at the design of the handphone's wallpaper or sth, one lady stood behind us. I wasn't into the stuffs so I looked back.
It was Mdm Rozainah standing behind us.haha
I didn't tell them until Mdm Rozainah said 'very nice'.Then they looked back and recognised that it was her lor.

Kept on bumping into Mdm Rozainah who was with her husband.
Then the twins purposely went to near her and we joked we her.

Finally we went for our shark's fin soup.and bought some sweets.
Kept eating and eating.That is how we "grow fatter"...geez.

Then we went to buy sushi again...
i was damn full ok.

Then 8pm we board our bus back with our comfortable legs!lol
yup that was how crazy we were...

That's that.
see ya(:

2008-08-04T23:32:00.000-07:00

Hellos!!!long time didnt post.haha.
Gosh!!!past few days i have some allergies on my skin!!!
Called what "feng mo" in chinese.ITCH ITCH ITCH!!!
the whole day.Scratching lyk crazy.
Friday straight after school rushed to the nearby clinic.
Had a jab.the spots on almost all over my body subsided.
It's damn amazing.Once the doctor gave me the injection, i dun feel as much itch and
redness on my skin become blender.Happy!!!but still must take in medicine.which cost me more then 50 dollars.approximately 75 dollars.EXPENSIVE RIGHT!!!
At night, cant sleepin room, so sleep in living room...didnt really slept a wink...(er am i exaggerating??haha)wake up ard 6.40am.went to toilet.look at myself in the mirror.SHOCKS!!!
THE RED SPOTS' ON MY FACE.Damn scared man.
so went see doctor AGAIN early in the morning.
Well,I'd got another jab...AGAIN!!!
so this meant that I have both injections on each side of my...butt...oops...haha
allergy subsided.

This medical fees for both days costs me abt $107...i guess.not kidding.
then I went to see chinese doctor to consult abt my conditions.
cant get cold...so must keep on wear my jacket...or jackets!Haha.
know what...I even wore my jacket on a hot sunny afternoon.or shld I say afternoons.
so must becareful of my health.Gosh.
had my health in control.BUT small spots kept conming out...haiz.
My vision and my hearing abit not clear.........
forgive me kaes.
very scared cos dunno what happened to my vision.HAIZ...

I hope that I can faster recover from my allergies.

ooh em hope to blog more.if i have time.And common test coming.study hard kaes.JIA YOU!!!(:

Ok, I going to have my lunch le...
oh and happy birthday Jann...if u noe im referring to u.hahas.
didnt see u this morning.Guess tat u skip school today. So didnt tell u today.haiz.

ok...really im hungry le...after listening to the speeches that my friends had introduced.
what hainanese chicken rice lah, rojak arh, nice fragrant Laksa, mee rebus, cha kway teow...and many many more...OH I'm making myself more hungry le lah.

see ya(:

2008-07-14T01:27:00.000-07:00

Hellos again (:

Gosh long days have finally come to much more relaxed days...I hope
hahas...Last two days was quite crucial and tensed.
Cos on Saturday,it was the 3E unseen debate competition...
and we were against the NAVAL BASE SECONDARY!!!
well...we'd kind of lost.................................
BUT we have WON in our hearts!
I dun wish to tok abt it verbally,but I acknowledge that we have done our best.
most of all thank u sec4 seniors and Ms Ang for training us and all!!! (:
we were damn nervous!
and when we heard the results, disappointment........

Of course must get over with those feelings...
went back school.took out our nice blazers, stockings,court shoes,ties...
me and tessa was lyk venting anger on....haha secret...
Tessa,"act 4, jumping for joy!wahaha~arghhhh~!!!"
;P

so after that went to practice in band.
my juniors was lyk quarreling and i asked Joseph y they lyk tat...
haha...he pretended he dunno anything.

saw my dearest senior trumpeters...
combined wif OBOG...Mr Lim scolded me or rather asked me to play louder.
I felt so stupid for myself....
so scolded myself being so not good enough, in my mind...
An Chun see me lyk not lyk tat me always who is sad looking...
then ask y i so emo...i said 'nth...'
he after awhile asked again...shook my head...
sad over a little imperfection in practice...that's why...
now noe why le hor, anchun...haha
thanks for caring abt me seniors......thank u all really.

On Sunday,the day of 2nd NBC.
NERVOUS....NERVOUS...NERVOUS!!!!
Everyone nervous...haha

morning wake up early to find camera to take photo wif trumpeters de...
but CANT FIND IT!ANGRY!!!
late for lunch wif zhong yi and welson and tessa.
went band rm and changed to the attire for competition.
OBOG seniors soon arrived.warmed up,
play through American Salute and Celebration.

We arrived at Victoria concert hall and played abit outside.
went in tuning room and got in tuned.
Then played...heart thumped hard.
Finally finished playing.Dunno wat to say when we came out.
Mr Lim was lyk good job good job to everyone...

Then photo taking alot.haha
tat section rep hor said wif arms opened wide'lai gei qi gou peh bao.'which meant maniac hug u.
scare me lah.pushed him away wif trumpet.then he want show shimin...haha
when leaving, the section rep go announced that i gave them the gifts-Toblerone and ferrero rocher.they all shouted thank u until so high.
they all come and hug me!!!haha
Finally,trumpet section took section photos,happily!(:love trunpet seniors lots!(;
haha...
good memories...(:
tired day.slept on the school bus.
fall in when we are so tired.haha
after tat went to have dinner wif tessa, jeralyn, christabel, shining and mickey.
on the way to KFC, mickey received phone call and told us tat we got GOLD !!!
wa!so happy.

eat happily.joked happily...hor Jeralyn...*ahem~WAHAHA
went home happily too.haha
sent some thank u msg to OBOG trumpet seniors.
they oso sent back heart-warming msg.happy!(:
hahas...

see ya again...i didnt tok too much rite...??haha
byebye(:

2008-07-04T01:03:00.000-07:00

Hey ya!...haha...
seen a lot of ppl tagged me but i didnt reply. sorry...
AND...can stop discussing abt the size of my foot! IRRITATING!!!!!!!!
Hmmph...

ok.sorry for not blogging for so long...haha
and em...neglecting my very own TRUMPETERS' blog.
really no time to use comp...busy

Well,today i had my O level chinese oral...
super super de Nervous.....
It was held in the hall...and the hall was exceptionally quiet ...unlike the usual hall with ppl hu are always noisy.airconditioning was on too.Which made the atmosphere scarier.

Thee first one ready for oral was Liao Wei.Guess he was nervous too...
Second person was Shan Hui,Third person was Qian Ting,and followed by me.
when I went up for the 5 min reading,my friends was lyk...'jia you,DanFeng'...
Nervous lyk wat lah.

Went up to the two examiners. Greeted them. And sat down.
finished up the short passage and felt disappointed. dun ask...
next was the conversation with examiners...They asked the questions which I was lyk ...'ok...'.
But luckily did not sae wrongly.I HOPE.
finished and thanked the examiners and walked out,feeling not as good as i expected.

The other friends ,who had oral before me, and I was lyk waiting in the first classroom outside hall.Until 3pm,we were then released...
my friends,even those pro in chinese eg china friends,said that it was damn difficult.
came out, Tessa and Tina fetched me .went to canteen and ate and drink
my CHOCOLATE MILK. holy!
YEAH~!!!

ok lah see ya.

ta-ta
(:

2008-04-03T23:55:00.000-07:00

Finally after a week can blog alr...

Wed tot tat i could be more "guai" abit to go band for the national anthem earlier.
but got so many tests and homework...so oni came at ard 7 am.not bad alr...haha
Well, national anthem sounded TOO WEIRD!!! cos some important parts were not played!
Noe y??cos some ppl did not come...haiz.cant blame her more further cos she oso can't stand it. HAIZ...tats wat tat happen in the morning...forgive and try to forget her wrong lah.

Speech day rehearsal, one word i wll give. TERRIBLE!
y?? cos everyone unhappy with one another.
and oso the rehearsal, AIRS tat we played was not really not good.
Ppl giving troubles to one another...everyone had "black face", i did not have mood too(seeing others lyk this).knowing tat wat will happen when we return to band room,i tried to hide the emotions.(knowing the tings tat would happen is tat ex-cos would scold everyone and everyone would show face again.haiz...)

When Shivam asked me to fall in the band, i did it although i did not have mood...
help Shivam lor cos he and the other ex-cos so angry and tired le.
then Shivam tok (er,scold i tink) to band and ask everyone to reflect.
I stand beside the squad, alr very tired and sad...i stoned there.
mefline came and made a speech abt what our band state would most likely to be lyk
when the sec 4s step dowm and eventually graduate.haiz...
half way of her speech, i broke down.Christine asked me to settle down myself outside the band room.Rachel came out as she did not fall in, to console me.Christabel came out too and gave me a hug. I was really in despair...Not long,Rachel began to cry too...haiz.
After all the speeches,Shivam fall all of them out.Zhong yi saw me crying...she tried to console me but ended up tat she cried too...

Steph hu was angry during fall in and stomped off, came and console ppl nhu are crying too.
Everyone was lyk busy console ppl hu r crying,outside the bandroom.
this shopws the loving and caring for one another...
went to toilet...eyes so red...
Saw Tessa.Heard tat she came to toilet straight away after fall out to calm herself.
Shi ning came in too.Tried to console me...she cried eventually......
Haiz...came out of toilet saw ex-cos.they saw us and looked shocked.

Zhong Yi and i went home, silently.

haiz...see everyone lyk this very heartache. realy can't tolerate it.

Rachel told me tat she was so shocked to see me cry and she was oso too "kek shim" (heartache)
so she cried...Everyone hu cried,could not tolerate the problems.

Well ,'results never lie'...lets see abt how this phrase could prove how everyone resolve tings.

Everytime when we see some band members be so defiant against the ex-cos or sth,

but when we meet this type of crucial tings, the true self will appear.

Sometimes, these people isit how u tink they are.

Look at the truth beneath and not just the "surface" of some things.

Let's see...hopefully it will be a positive when the next batch(my batch)takes over the sec 4s.
We can do it man. go sec 3s.Hopes are pinned on us.Good luck and go for it!!! (:

Byebyes(:
see ya...

2008-03-25T01:34:00.000-07:00

HEYS!!! very very sorry cant use computer...
ok...haiz...too many things had kind of "popped" up...
dunno how to settle leh...
didnt hope those kind of tings to happen but cant help it...
so many tings happen at the same time and and all out of control.
how? U tell me how??
haiz...hu can help it...no those problems i meant...

study problems, band problems, even friendship problems just clok up my mind...
What to do??):
okok...guess tat almost everyone noes the latest news this few days...
haiz...how??
more and more problems...*cries
I will have to just stay strong...
*sobs...WHAT TO DO??
when can we just get everything doing fine?
Good luck man!!
ok see ya.hopefully i can blog more often and express my literature skills.haha

-byebyes(:

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2008-02-18T23:14:00.000-08:00

Hey!!! Finally back...haha! sorry cant use comp lately.........

haiz...too many tings happened...hopefully it can be solved as fast as possible...

hope tat everything would be better soon...

haiz.........

ok...happy belated CNY and Valentines' day...

chinese new year so happy received ang pao...

and and..........Valentines' day...oso received balloons and roses...

hehe...

although received presents then but felt sad because of tings...

this was wat happened.....

Tessa wanted to buy me a balloon(a big and red one),

and tat Tan YIFU actually took snatch tat ballon and gave someone else...haha...AHEM~

so sad and almost cried...no lah.In the canteen, suddenly a person.............gave a white balloon and a rose to me...............u noe hu lah hor..........

that was then sth made me wanted to cry......

A person "diao" me.....................

and that person is actually.....................dun tell. haha

i felt so heartache lah he saw the u noe hu giving me the presents.....

my tears wanted to roll out terribly.but i controlled my emotions and looked at him as he and his friend walked out of the canteen...HEARTACHE~.......

ok...nowadays...quite "OK" lor...

see wat will be "coming up next"....haiz...haiz...HAIZ...

GOOD LUCK and JIA YOU lor...

see ya~(:

2008-01-03T00:50:00.001-08:00

Hey hey!!! today's second day of school!(:
ok i was really made to be a class monitress in my class...
well,Mdm Sin taught us maths today...So its the first lesson in sec 3.
haha...then...oni a few ppl from my class takes chemistry. So we got to combine wif the 3E3 whole class...YAY!!!woohoo!!! xD .WE COMBINING WIF 3E3 FOR CHEMISTRY!!!AHAHA.YAY!!!OLEH!(: so happy! (:
But Ms Toh seems fiercer then i tot...haiz...
I tink i quitting NETBALL le...cos they say cannot have 2nd CCA anymore in school le...i was stunned.then i saw the girl whom Alicia said tat she is tranferring to our school.saw her le, then tok to her lor...
WA!!! and noe what...after i went out of the second floor classroom,i leant on the wall.
then when i want to leave wif frens le,but then suddenly stuck to wall...grr...
u noe why?Cos they just painted the wall and it WASNT DRY YET!!!so angry!
I used some strength then can get myself out of the wall lah!PAI SEH LEH!
then i see the wall outside the toilet:WET PAINT.
what is this man!oni tat part put the sign wet paint
but the classroom dere didnt have tat sign lor!!!
wa lao eh.then my uniform stained wif orange colour paint.ARGHHH...grr.so angry lah!

then went for lunch at abt 3 sth...
lyk tat lor
ok lah see ya next time.
byebye(:

2008-01-02T02:55:00.000-08:00

Today's first day of school!!!
Well, saw my friends in school...haha.especially those sec 3 boys...*ahem
WEAR LONG PANTS LE!!! ahaha.wahahahahahahaha...
Some sec 3 guys look funny...but some quite ok lor...
My frens kept asking me to look at Sherman...GRR...
But he look ok leh...haha...
hmm...oh ya sec 1 s this year ...err...haven really get to noe them yet...
And ya...our form teacher is MS ANG LEH!!!ARGHHH...Ms Ang leh...help me man.
Scared of her leh...i scared accidentally make mistake then she might scold me...
Then she want me to be class monitress wor...so shock lor.suddenly say want me be.
But i told her i dun wan cos busy...scared do wrong tings then she scold me...
next time(:
byebye(:

2007-12-31T20:40:00.001-08:00

OLEH!!! TODAY's 2008!
Welcome this new year! YAY~ !
So happy!!(: Hope tat 2008 will be a better year.
All the best and hope everybody will be happy and oso wishes come true.
Let's forget those bad things tat had happened in the past and start anew.
Good things will happen(: !
Yay...hmm...and i wish everyone good health and good luck for everything(: ! Jia you.

Hehe...ltr going to East Coast Park...weets~ .CYCLING!!!woohoo love tat!
Yay!Can enjoy the sea breeze ltr.

For the new year,I have some wishes lah of course.

MY NEW YEAR'S WISHES:

1. Everyone healthy

2. World peace

3. Good results

4. Improve skills for being a Trumpeter

5. Hope he will love me(:

6. Handwriting looks better

7. Everyone happy

8. Gain more knowledge

9. Not being left out

10. Doggy always not lonely

11. Make more friends

12. Don't get bullied

Aiya! Many many more lah.hope all wishes can come true(: !

MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS:

1. I must stay healthy(eat more veggies and fruits)

2. I mustn't quarrel unnecessarily...

3. I must study well

4. I must practice well and hard(Trumpet/Music)

5. Make him feel tat I love him and make him love me

6. I must write nicely and improve handwriting

7. I must make my friends happy if they felt down

8. I must read more books,pay more attention in class,

sit in front and take down notes (if necessary)

9. Join in the fun wif everyone and cheer up if being left out

10.I must save money to buy playground for doggy to play

and spend more time wif doggy.

11. I must make more friends

12. I must not be so soft when being bullied(must be

stronger)

Many many more resolutions,but lazy to list out all.haha

ok...see ya next time. (:

2007-12-30T22:39:00.000-08:00

WOOTS~Tml is the a new year already!!!Yeppi!:D
so today's the last day of this year le...):

Well,hope everything will be better next year.

Today,had councillor's meeting...so they talked abt the sec 1 camp next year.

so briefed us abt what we gonna do and what's gonna happen in camp.

After the meeting, See sia and Nicola and Tina to go central to have lunch wif me...

no one at home oso...*sobs...nvm!

but they all must go home or further on meeting...haiz...

no choice lor...then in the end Terence and i went for lunch together...

hahas we went to Fork 'n' Spoon to eat lor.

hehes...I ate Japanese food and Terence ate...err...dunno wat lah..hahas.

he said tat my lunch was so sumptuous lah!!! haha...(:

Saw Nanthini and Jenina dere oso, but didnt sae 'hi' to them...

then when i going to eat the watermelon,Terence waved to Justin and called him.

Because of this Justin and all came to us...and they tot we have relationship! =.=

as in stead lah...lols =.=Eat oni oso tink we stead -_-''' ...

and noe wat ...Kenneth,Irfan and Yi Fu oso dere...den they all tink we *ahem...together.

tat Terence very irritating lah!go take my picture when i eating!!!grr...idiot.

still go show to Kenneth...*sigh

Justin still ask me to finish the veggies cos have vitamin Cs...-_-'''

Then they go eat...lols.after i eat finish tat watermelon,then Terence and i walk to the lift dere,

but then alot of councillors dere and Terence went to them.so i went in lift and go level 1 first.

then,after awhile he came down and still say wat i walk so fast.

Went to interchange.actually wan go home le...but then still no one at home

ask Terence to delete away my photo then he still refused...wa then his bus came then go delete.

Yay!Finally sia...cos he say he wanted to edit...grr.

lucky...woohoo~...then roam ard popular ...go toilet...(*oops...haha).then went to take bus.

saw mum so went home together.

till now..byebye...see ya.Muaks<3

yay!Ltr count down lo.

A new year is coming.exciting!!!

I mean excited.hahax...woots~ !!!

ok lah.see ya!

2007-12-29T03:15:00.000-08:00

Hellos again!(:
today i went to cut hair le...sad lor.):
but luckily the hairdresser cut quite ok...hehe
so felt happy ltr on.

I went nearby to cut hair, so dun nid walk too far.
When i arrived dere,not really alot of ppl inside.
So,very soon found the hairdresser i wanted.
Some hairdressers kept talking to another customer who was just beside me.

i guessed tat customer,who is a Malaysian woman,

came to this salon to "set" her hair

for a party or something.cos her hair was so... hmm...how should i sae...

nice and suitable for a party.

Then ,when the hairdresser was cutting my hair,sometimes she suddenly stop and she walked to tat Malaysian woman and tok to her...my hair was all over my face and i cant even stretch out my hand to sweep my hair to aside so tat i can see wat tat hairdresser was doing.
err...so stupid lah.hair all over my face,cant get even a view of how's my hairstyle...
Then she helped me to blow my hair...
yay!!! done...ha.the hair cut costs me $8...woohoo
Went around the shops and bought 2 blueberry cheese tarts...tasty.hehe
always lyk to eat it after haircuts.haha...
On the way back,i was walking near the road.A bus came and drived pass me...
suddenly...*SPLASH*...ARGHHHHH!!! A big pool of water wet both my legs and my pants
ARGHH!!! was so angry...due to tat continuous rain,i was wet!!!Hmpf!
Idiot!!! I didnt knew tat pool of water was dere and the bus was going to drive across
dere.it was so coincidental lah.forget it!!!):
then lyk tat lor...dao mei lah!!!hope i can get luckier lor.
ok...byebye(:

2007-12-22T22:33:00.000-08:00

SORRY! I went out the past few days so the post was incomplete... hmm...where was i??...
ok...:2nd day, PT early in the morning then breakfast.after tat we had sectionals and practiced the moves...then lunch time,our tutor came...so we have to go one by one...
finally we combined for La Paloma with Mr Lun...combined again with whole band...
Abt 4 plus we played a mini 'Amazing Race' in school.
it was quite stupid lor!!cos actually my grp was leading already,but then tat SHIVAM lah.tricked us tat the spot he was standing isnt one of the places to get a clue!!!
we went looking around for the possible places given by the clue...but then all the grps have alr finished and was waiting for us.We was the last grp to reach lor! Idiot!!!):should not have trusted him.grr...then went to bathe.this time,we didnt go to boys toilet to bathe again,and was was the first few to go in(i guess)...then to save time,i actually bathed together wif see sia...haha*pai sei*so shy...haha...but luckily had bathed before wif her abt 2 more times...oops.hehe. then dinner.
this time we have no place to have our sectionals cos at nite le mah cant prac at some places and so many places without light...so scary...then some sections oso very buai song us ,say we so near to them for what.*sigh.we went down and saw wen ting.And she asked us why we so late then come down to canteen.we all stunned...cos no one tell us where we shld go and oso there wasnt definite answers from my seniors of where to go.*sigh.im a asl and why there isnt rights for me to decide.oh maybe im jus asl and too young to decide isit.ha kidding me?fine i accept this kind of facts.nothing to make a fuss abt.ok...kidding lah i wasnt angry abt this!(:
then yani suddenly complained abt all the things and abt other sections not wanting us to be near them or take their places.at the same time when she talked,she gave a black face...gosh then wen ting was so angry and she just walked away...then i cried without others knowing. shivam finally came back to decide together where to go.......*sigh...so sad lor
so noe where we had to go??...THE CARPARK!so dark lah. and although there is street lights but we cant really see well lyk other ppl could wif those white and bright lights.
me and yani went to take stands.saw wen ting and shimin coming out of lift.i began to get guilty although i didnt do anything tat wrong(i dunno if i did wrong).then we went back anring to me hu gave black face...cos after yani complained so much i was looking around hopeless wif sad look, for places we could go.i tot she thinks tat i was giving black face.but d set up stands.after awhile i dunno why i tot of what wen ting said,and i tot tat she was refeshe was refering to yani.then before i knew tat i misunderstood,i began to cry.then dun noe why suddenly shimin ran away and i heard ppl quarrelling...i didnt noe much cos i was thinking abt stuffs while crying. after crying a few rounds...i calmed down.and luckily have some juniors to cheer me up.hong san so funny lor.wen ting oso tried to comfort me...she was oso ok le and laughing.then asked her hu was the one hu made her angry....haiz.then knew the truth.then felt much better.when we packed up,shimin walked towards me then we go back band room together...haha.two girls who cried and felt better awhile walked together...0.o haha.funny.
combined again until 11 plus.supper and reflections.lights out.oh b4 lights out,zoe and rachel pull the whole sleeping bag(wif me inside) out of place.grr.so idiotic lor.slp
3rd day of camp:
late for morning ex so missed a few rounds of jogging.wahaha.PT again ,but wif tat shivam lah,ran in zig zag and wanted us to follow.haha.looked so silly.Breakfast.run through the whole concert's repertoire and procedures.
then lunch then abt 3 we all did clear up and abt 4 ,break camp.so tired...
happy to work wif Peirce and happy to noe them.(: and my grp leader ,lynn,nice to work wif u. (:
haven finish my speech yet but tired le...see ya again.
to be continued.........

2007-12-20T22:12:00.000-08:00

Sorry!!!so long didnt blog le.haha*oops...ok i shall start saying the things from my memory the past few days...*ahem(clears throat)
1st day of combined camp:
i thought i was late so i rush to school wif my big bag.It's so heavy lah!then i found tat i wasnt late.argh damn...wasted energy.ok anyway.then we went for combined and sectionals.discussed abt the moves tat i planned( wa i planned for quite long lor,brain cells damaged quite alot),then improvised those moves...until late afternoon abt 5 sth went to bathe...but when i went to the girls toilet,there were long queue...argh oh gosh.so we went to boys toilet, at cca block, to bathe.of course after those boys has came out.haha
then had sectionals and combine again.then until lyk 11 plus then stop combined.
so had supper and wrote reflections.then wash up at lights out at 12.
so happy!!!this was the 1st time i could slp until the next morning,unlike the past few camps keep waking up.

2nd day:
combined and sectionals again...dots...pt in the morning
okok later come back continue my speech... see ya ltr

2007-12-12T03:47:00.000-08:00

Hellos again!!!
yay tml have combined camp with peirce secondary school band le
hope it will be fun and much to learn.

Today we played loch lomond and fire dance...
when we had combine with ms Tan ,and it was Loch Lomond...
i was quite enjoying the piece...
until ms loh took over for Fire Dance...
what happen was that i was actually playing 1st trumpet part and i was already
comfortable with it le...but don't noe why hui min sent an email of the parts we are playing.
And noe what...my part for fire dance was 2nd trumpet in the email...*sobs.
me 2nd wenting tot it was hui min whom have typed the email tat contains some mistakes.
so i was confused...then i wanted to play 1st part but suddenly ppl asked me to change with elisa,whom were too sight reading...
I was completely down and i was hopeless then...dunno what to do...sobs
when i had to play the 2nd part i did not want to play neither do i can see the score
cos ppl lyk dun care and they just could not understand ppl's feelings
so i did not play the 2nd's score...but then shivam asked us to change back
our parts for Fire Dance...After i've change back, though i played, but i still dun feel happy.
that kind of feeling for that ppl just throw me around and i do not have rights to decide on anything.Tears began to roll around inside my eyes and finally came out...i cried silently,hoping no one knows.wiping tears...and all had made wenting and elisa noe tat
i wasn't rite and was feeling down.
more tears came out while i was playing the score, and it wasn't just because the music is touching, its also because it makes me remember the times i had with my seniors...
then more tears came out uncontrollably...I could not control myself
I tried to tell myself tat i have to be strong...but tears still flow out...
Until for awhile wen ting cheered me up abit and the time had let it pass for that while...
well,i don't noe.then i was better le.
But what if i was really changed to another part.Haiz...Arghhh!!!...CHOI!then i don't know what will kind of happen so i hope that i could play 1st for Fire Dance... and other's other parts will still remain the same.
so everyone will remain happy...
ok tata...bubyes(:
till next time bah
maybe after camp bah
good luck jia you!(:

2007-12-12T03:27:00.000-08:00

Hellos blog!!!(:
hey i'm posting my first entry ...hahas
yay...happy to have a blog
I'm going post my thoughts here loh...yeah yeah~
may be some things are going to about someone or something ,but i really hope
ppl are understandable and forgive if it hurts anybody's feeling...oops.
Which means i dun mean to sae tat de...haha...Unless...no lah kidding.
Unless i was already very fumed or somebody provoked me...
well may be...
hahax....KIDDING LAH...
i hope i'll have a nice time having a blog to spill out what i hope to express!
Hehe...(: hope everyone could be happy always n if everything would be fine.(:
stay happy always everyone!(:

Jia you for everything! YAY (: